I have never felt this remorseful in my entire life. The tears are not because of a life loss or a love gone. It was my guilt towards God that made me that way. I haven't been His loyal servant nor a good one these past months but He never fails to shower me with His blessings for He is the most beneficent, the most merciful. May this Holy month strengthen our Imaan and guide us to His path towards Jannahtul Firdaus. Bismillahirahmanirrahim.