i'm really tired.
both body and mind.
i know i should purge all those unnecessary things in my head.
i should stop thinking too much.
but the more i let things go hanging just like that,the more it affects me.
and the way to let go of it is to solve it.
hell no,it cant.
oh well,it takes two hands to clap.
sometimes i feel and ask myself why am i like this?
the way i am,my being,doesnt fit the world.or does it?
it's really hard to please the people around.
even the nicest person on earth can be found as an asshole!
what is happening to me?
i'm getting weaker as days goes by.
i appear to be someone who i'm not.
i know it's not good to bottle things up.
but i just hate showing people what's burning inside me.
i just hope i could hold it and handle everything by myself.
and it will somehow go away.
oh.yes.
i wish!