it's funny how your world collapsed and you're still there left standing feeling lost and searching for something just to grip on to..
to stay for even a while.
it's also weird when all the time you feel so content and complete and when one thing is taken away from you...
you feel so bare and vulnerable..
like as if you're alone and empty.
it's pointless when you hope everyone else to be less childish and more mature.
and you want things to go your way.
your own way.
at some point of time,everyone tend to be self-centred.
the hardest thing to do is to be happy or at least try when you know that you're still not ready for the world and to not know where it went wrong and you feel guilty for some reason even if you've done nothing wrong.
and i always ask myself..
oh!so this is life everyone's talking about?
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kini tiba saatnya untuk merenungkan
apa ini yang memang kita inginkan
saatnya untuk mencari di segenap penjuru hati
apa kita mau menerima yang kita punya
apa adanya
sanggupkah kita saling meredam
ataukah hanya saling bertahan
sanggupkah kita saling memaafkan
ataukah hanya saling menyalahkan
akhirnya kita temukan pahitnya persimpangan
dan harus tetapkan arah tujuan
terpenjara oleh ego yang semakin tinggi menjulang
saat harga diri seolah segalanya
mahal harganya
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