I reckon this guy that I just knew thinks I'm sick and having a mental disorder for giving him the cold shoulders and initiate fights without reason. Me with my ridiculous fuss. I know you are laughing right now and cursing me “bitch!” under your breath because you know I'm not usually like that. I don't know why I'm behaving that way. I promise I'll be nice next time. If only there's next time.

Daniel was online right after that and he thinks I'm sadist. I was about to defend myself until he said "I'm your ex-boyfriend and I've been with you since your teen years although we are far apart! I know you wawa so shut up!" How pleasant. We chatted and I laugh hysterically over our silly conversations until Subuh and Ibu thinks I'm possessed by the morning jin and suggested to perform my prayers first. I can't help it but feel really good at this hour. I miss the guy who made me feel that way. I miss Dzulfikri Adam.

Okay I know girlfriends, I see that face bouncing off your computer screen. Urgh.

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