Santa Esmeralda - You're My Everythingmy last post makes me sound more like a loser than i already am.
ahhhhh.i should stop degrading myself.
i will always convince myself that im always smart.
smarter than you.
than anyone else in the world.
i can also convince myself that i can be the first woman to reach outer space.
maybe Dr Sheikh Muszaphar Shukor Al Masrie bin Sheikh Mustapha will propose me and we can stay in mars.
in fact,i dont have to be the first woman astronaut,just be smart!
that will be good enough.
am i terrific or what?
that sounds,dumb then a more convincing wawa.
but i dare to dream!
*roll eyes*
i've finished my papers.
thank god.
that phase is now over.
but stress is always my companion.
given the recent occurences which is mostly unpleasant,you should know how worn out i am by now.
this isn't new,but i hope God keeps increasing the size of my memory card so that it can strengthen and recharge me again and again when i feel that i ran out of space.
prayer is always the answer.but the answer to all my questions and curiosity have yet to be found.
wallahu'alam.
it's been so long since i last surf the net.
literally,surf everything,check on my few accounts.
i have yet to log in myspace cuz i am sooo tired with that.
instead,i've sign up for facebook since i have quite a number of invites but i have yet to update my profile because the main thing is,you have to put your full name.
so how does a girl with the name of wawa shall add?
i am putting 'wawa weeeewa' as an option but i sounded more like a clown.
no more the stupid 'sinfully yours' cuz it's already my nick on myspace and there's this little bitch who've been using it too.
i don't ask for opinions so i don't need anyone to comment anything regarding my full name!
friendster is now getting ridiculous especially with the amount of buggers in it.
i have 13 messages in the inbox,therefore i log in to friendster cuz there's this 'old'
out of 13,there's only 3 with pretty sweet pick-up lines while other were just typical plain bores or some stupid chain mails or some mat rep who thinks they are the coolest being standing on this earth.
speaking of the mats,i am thinking to have blonde highlights on my curly hair.
i bet i look cuter than any minahs cuz mine is curly,not some 'broom-alike' hair.
and speaking of cute,obviously,many will realised i didnt post pictures for quite some time which is quite a long time to me.
the root of the reason is because im getting fat hence i look ugly in pictures.
when i look ugly in pictures,i will feel more insecure than ever.
so i dun take pictures of myself much anymore.
that way i can convince myself that im pretty like how i convince myself that i am smart.
muahahahahaha.
i know,i feel disgusted with myself too.
nonetheless,i still love myself.
:)
ok.so please excuse me as i want to flush my head on the toilet bowl now.
