"I'm not sure how to put it."

"I can never say what I want to say," I continued. "It's been like this for a while now. I try to say something, but all I get are the wrong words - the wrong words or the exact opposite from what I mean. I try to correct myself, and that only makes it worse. I lose track of what I was trying to say to begin with. It's like I'm split into two and I'm playing catch with myself. The other half is chasing the other that has the right words but fail."

Doesn't make any sense, does it?

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