So last night, his mother called me up. After a long while, I felt really happy to hear her voice. She misses me more than I know. There's nothing much that I can do right now. I don't want to be rude to her but how do I tell her to get over it? She's still hoping for me to come back but that will never happen. I want her to stop all this. The feeling's not right.

After few months, I've realize I’ve made it through half the day without thinking of him. It took me months to reach to a point when I only think about him occasionally. I manage to do this because I don’t see him around and I don’t hear about him as often anymore.

And then after all the misery, it takes just 1 person to change everything and the memories come flooding back. Fml.

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