I'm fighting a battle against myself each and everyday. Everyday, I will to myself, refusing to cry over someone who is not my significant other anymore.
Immersing myself with school and friends.
That's why my days are and must be packed with something to occupy myself.

During the day, I force myself to hold back the tears.
But come night, I find myself too tired to hold back the tears.
How long can a person go through this? I'm pushing my limits and my body is protesting.
All these signs should prove me enough, to slow down. But i cant because when i slow down, and have time to take a breather my mind wanders.

I don't know how long I can keep up with this pretence. I smile and laugh during the day but cry at night.
It's definitely taking a toll on me physically, emotionally and mentally.

It's okay, it's fine.
I'm strong enough for all this.
This is just another part of my life.

Signing out,
Miss Pretentious

Wawa Sk
18 April 1989

She goes where she will with love, without pretense and arrives at her destination prepared to be herself and only herself. Shukran.

Kindness in words creates confidence,
kindness in thinking creates profoundness,
kindness in giving creates love.

I listen with my ears,
I see with my eyes,
I think with my mind,
I learn by what i listen, see and think with my heart.

*

Wawa Sk

Author blogged since 2004. Her fond memories below;

Memoirs
» destiny
» first film
» true friends
» beautiful day
» can you fit the bill?
» stronger
» redemption
» basics of love
» friends?
» unsure tie
» a word
» i am
» hot and sexy
» unfinished
» passion - long way
» first ♥
» let there be
» ghaibmu
» passion
» gubra
» what's the price?
» signs
» hmm
» argh
» insanity
» lagenda
» my turn?
» 20 April 2005
» chapter 17
» ego

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