i miss him.
again. what's new.

it's true what they say, the first love is always the most hurtful and you can never forget despite moving on to another relationships. I realized that it's already been 4 years, the memories still keep coming back.

I've been trying all means to forget him. I've deleted all the pictures, lovenotes that I had, threw everything he gave, just everything but the remnants of his heart is still with me.

I bring him wherever i go. I brought him along in my relationship too.

Although it hurts, the feeling is just beautiful.
The sense of feeling him breathing around you. Just that he's not around at the first place.

I wish I can see him again but I'm too weak for all that.
All thanks to this guy i know, he brought me those memories.
The way he speaks and the way he presents himself reminds me of those times when I start to fall in love with Norman.

I can't avoid him because he'll be around and will see him often.
It's okay. I'll stop deluding myself with the fact that he's similar as Norman.
No way. No one can replace someone as special as him.

Wawa Sk
18 April 1989

She goes where she will with love, without pretense and arrives at her destination prepared to be herself and only herself. Shukran.

Kindness in words creates confidence,
kindness in thinking creates profoundness,
kindness in giving creates love.

I listen with my ears,
I see with my eyes,
I think with my mind,
I learn by what i listen, see and think with my heart.

*

Wawa Sk

Author blogged since 2004. Her fond memories below;

Memoirs
» destiny
» first film
» true friends
» beautiful day
» can you fit the bill?
» stronger
» redemption
» basics of love
» friends?
» unsure tie
» a word
» i am
» hot and sexy
» unfinished
» passion - long way
» first ♥
» let there be
» ghaibmu
» passion
» gubra
» what's the price?
» signs
» hmm
» argh
» insanity
» lagenda
» my turn?
» 20 April 2005
» chapter 17
» ego

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