time flies so fast.
without much realisation,it's nearing the end of 2007!

it's already 2 years.
but hey,it's not happening!
alhamdullilah.
im relieved,they should be relieved too.
i have issues with almost everyone related.
that shit no more.

i miss them.
if only i can turn back the time,i'll be living happily with him now.
oh well.

digressing,i've been religiously devoted to my books now that exams have just started.
i have no confidence at all.
i don't know if i can make it.
i have only a tinge of hope left.
i almost gave up but im pushing myself not to.
im just on the brink of it but not out of control just yet.

i am tired.
both body and mind.
very tired to the point that im screwing this up.
im already dissapointed with myself now and i can't foresee seeing the disappointment on the faces of those dear to me.

i need something to fall back on if that fails.
i really don't know what to do next.

i hate being emotional over my studies.
it makes me feel so lost and question my own abilities.
the mind keep asking,why am i not like anyone else?im so weak and stupid.
ah.this vulnerable feeling makes me more like a hopeless idiot.

i hate exams.
remind me why im here again please.

:(

Lord,with this little hope left,give me more strength to persevere on.
will be back after nov 13,i guess.

Wawa Sk
18 April 1989

She goes where she will with love, without pretense and arrives at her destination prepared to be herself and only herself. Shukran.

Kindness in words creates confidence,
kindness in thinking creates profoundness,
kindness in giving creates love.

I listen with my ears,
I see with my eyes,
I think with my mind,
I learn by what i listen, see and think with my heart.

*

Wawa Sk

Author blogged since 2004. Her fond memories below;

Memoirs
» destiny
» first film
» true friends
» beautiful day
» can you fit the bill?
» stronger
» redemption
» basics of love
» friends?
» unsure tie
» a word
» i am
» hot and sexy
» unfinished
» passion - long way
» first ♥
» let there be
» ghaibmu
» passion
» gubra
» what's the price?
» signs
» hmm
» argh
» insanity
» lagenda
» my turn?
» 20 April 2005
» chapter 17
» ego

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