
such copycats!
even if i send to you to SPCA,they dont even want you.
they will advised me to throw you at the big garbage bin instead.
im not trying to be funny.
anyhow,this isnt my first.
im used to such things.
sometimes,it's weird when there's a stranger says how envious they are of you when you are just no one.
i have such things occur to me that i feel like rolling on the floor laughing there and then.
im ugly and unpleasant.i dont know how all that came up.
however,that was sweet.im flattered and it's all good.
but to the extend of copying and impersonating is a different thing altogether.
i've spot some people observing me at times.
and in this case,initially,i thought you are just another sweet little girl.
oh blame it on the people who emailed me will you?
besides the post,i dont know how that term on your nickname came from.
i came with that pseudonym few years ago and before i even use that,i search all over making sure that other people doesnt use it as well.
because wawa,never like to have the same identity as others.
pun intended.
on the other hand,there's also some who claims that they know me well when i dont even know who they are at the first place.
at times,i was wondering if everything about me is all positive or the opposite.
there are so many stupid assumptions as to my life and the way i am and im highly tickled.
know me well before you even go around clowning yourself.
they are plenty of issues like this that i need to penned down.
but i think it's better to get personal with those people instead.
just telling you,you and you i am not creating a mountain out of a molehill here.
im just disgusted.
also,i never forget faces.
i cant understand some people.
(but in your case,is it immaturity?)
aren't you humans contented with your life?
if you think you are feeling too ambitious,and im in your mind,
i beg to differ!
if you know how hard it is for me to be me,you wont even want to know me at the first place!let alone to be one.
i suffer.
i lose a lot.although i gain double.
but losing means to suffer and sacrifice something.which means a lot to me.
you'll then know how difficult i went through life without a father,how financial matters just gives shit out of my life and how i juggle problems without even thinking of suicide.
then you'll be afraid.
it's never easy.
and definitely no.im not complaining.
so,i hope you,you and you can give it a thought and change what's not right.
thank you.
selamat berpuasa.