Sudirman & P.Ramlee - Getaran Jiwawhile most have been there to join the fun of the festive season whilst shopping for necessities for coming syawal,it was my first since the start of ramadhan yesterday.
i was suppose to be excited as this happens only once a year but im not.
besides indulging in gloriously good food,there isn't any much difference anyway.
the thing is,i felt it has lost its magic as the years pass by.
bumped into some familiar faces in the crowds as well.
one good thing that you've to go through every year is that,it is where you get to bumped into people who you didnt get to meet for the longest time,distant relative,your old flame and friends you used to be closed with but chose to just be civil with one hand.
and yesterday one person i wont forget i bumped into was Amri Fitri's mum.
although my relationship with his son have ended a long time,she still remembers me!
i was surprised and enchanted at the same time.
she's the one who called my name as im busy walking ahead.
the moment i turned to her,i screamed and kissed her hands.
she pulled me in her embrace and hugged me after kissing my cheeks.
it feels so good.
gladly,he wasnt there,if not i wont get the chance to talk to her.
she asked about my life and who im with right now.
she shot me a look and a sheepish grin when i say im not serious with anyone just yet.
i wanna asked her too but there's something holding my words so i didnt even ask a thing about Fitri.
she invites me to break fast at their place one of the days after exchanging numbers.his dad was there too and smiled at me and also invited me to visit their house this coming lebaran.
they even mentioned that nenek (his granny) will be happy when she sees me too.
it looks like they are not quite over this.
but oh well.
Am's family is the best family i ever crossed paths with.
it was hard to get over him at that point because of his family.
they were beautiful.
i still remember how her mum shed tears over our break-up.
thanks to Am who brings nothing but shit to me.
she doesnt have any daughters so that explains the bond.
time flies by.
i am certain everything is okay now.
looking at the series of malay traditional kebaya and kurungs,i've decided that i rather go for ibu's plan B.
heh.
most of it are the kind that i already have in my wardrobe and while others are the typical ones.
you know how much i hate typicality on special occassions like this.
so i rather not waste my money because i'll use only once afterall.
stilletos and livelier hair!
here i come.
:D
