Shake & Bake - The Pinholeswhat i really wish for my birthday is nothing of a material sort.
it definitely doesnt guarantee my happiness.
(but girls will always be girls!)
i wish to be bless by Allah for all the good things in life.
another phase in my life will begin.
a whole new 18th chapter.
im turning more of a cynic.
therefore i stop convincing myself that fairytales do happen.
not that im unhappy with my life.
just that im no longer strong to fight back with the struggles that i have to deal with.
all these tested my patience and sanity.
i hope im given more strength throughout this long,dreaded,painful journey.
im willing to see blessings in all sorts of disguises.
but i just want the strength to empower myself and beat the odds stacked against me.
thank you isnt enough to show how grateful i am to my close friends to be with me on this rough journey.
but their support really gives me the courage to move on.
thank you for still holding on and tolerating my absurdity all the while.
this time,i hope things will go along fine and not to dissapoint my friends like how i did last year for sticking with the past and refused to move on.though im still holding it on till this very day.
dear family,thank you for raising me up.
my dear friends,thank you for everything.
i love you all.
dear norman,though ur not here with me for nearly 2 yrs..,i can still feel your presence within me,until now.ur still on my mind.
i just cant find someone as passionate and polite as you.
and last but not least,dear Allah,i want the best of both worlds and please bless me with it.
insya'allah.
:)
